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Own My Fears (LP)

by Marja Üldine

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1.
My own fears 03:34
My own fears Between these two lines try to find a secret door Among the crowd see my face crying Mazez turning to dead end from bad to worse Memories following, fears burning No regret, no return Burning grotesque memories of my own No regret, no return While I wait my world still goes on What have you lost in this world- people bying, selling What have you done, have you got In this mad rush there`s no choice between your lives And thousands of creatures with their fears I` ve got no reasons to believe in myself Got no time to give up Changing each fantasy in my childish head To reality No regret, no return When I look around my eyes burn No regret, no return Without me the game still goes on Dead but still trying to fight (Well, I don` t know) Burried still walking alive (If it is my fate) With no help, with no hand catching me while falling Damn it all, but why me I` ve got no reasons to believe any words Got no time to breath out Changing the fear of being now safe when loved To reality No regret, no return Burning grotesque memories of my own No regret, no return While I wait my heart burns `till I feel, `till I will `till I find my own fears
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Dontcryever 04:47
Dontcryever Yeah, don`t cry ever, come & sit here by, by me You hide, you fear, but don`t cry ever Yes, yes it`s me here so don`t cry ever To me, give it to me, give it to me, but don`t you dare To blame the moon, to hate dammit sky To face the ground, don`t you ever try Ever... Ever... Sit here Can you posess horrible dreams, life ever Can you erase, can you now catch life as it is Can you believe horrible dreams ever Take this life as it was Take your life as it is Don`t look back, don`t run fast Don`t you... ever Don`t cry ever You wanted to be a "don`t cry ever" Say yes & don`t cry ever Where now- under the bed No, dontcryever Don`t you ever try to catch the moon Don`t you ever touch, don`t touch the dammit sky My beloved sky Why don`t you just die Hello, you Here is my ground, burry you Darkness that eats, lightning that breaks, souls opening fakes Give it to me... Give it to me now Brains turning storm, poverty groan, why still you don`t learn? Live your life as you were Live your life as you are Don`t look back, nothing`s left Eat your life yourself Don`t cry ever Don`t cry Don`t cry ever Don`t you cry Don`t...
3.
Live under the bridge Live under the bridge Live under the bridge Live under the bridge Live under the bridge Live over, live under To hide from rain & thunder From sun, from snow, for you have Nowhere to go, let`s Live under the bridge live under the bridge if you do feel so Live under the bridge Live under the bridge Where to sit here, what to eat here Where`s the exit of this place Where were my brains when I got here Where to burry all my days I breath tears, I eat clouds Not enough you think, ok Up to you decisions, darling I am calling now mayday Live under the bridge Live under the bridge Live under the bridge Live under the bridge I see you, I saw you No matter, what surrounds you Please, don`t be foolish & don`t be stubborn Guess, for whom I was born Building homes & sacret places Not for me you said one day Runnung, sailing, chasing, changing That`s the sense of every day I was silly, I forgot it Thought, I can`t live in a box But today I finelly got it Let`s stay under the bridge At least for today
4.
Waking up 02:23
Waking up Waking up in the middle of the night No one around & nothing`s right Give me at least one reason to go on What have I done & what is wrong Please, send me an angel to protect Always there behind No matter if I don`t believe He`ll stand by my side Still waking up somewhere deep in the night How much I drank, am I gonna be all right Call emergency, I`m not dead yet Streatching it`s hands my death wants to get Please, send me someone to stop the blood Not the right time for I don`t believe in my next day But I still want more I want it, I search it, I face it- fake You gonna try, say- my mistake As if you don`t open your eyes Your world was dead long ago before you came by Any life programme that you get Born, fucked, married, suddenly then dead Who was the one to create this world I cannot sleep, my sleeping pills say: "Don`t!" Please, send me someone just to talk To feel my night pain My life- stupid try to survive Don`t want to try again
5.
Remember (this day) Follow beauty in silence, enjoy your every way Catch with me every moment to remember this day My today, my today Tell me, what can be louder than life Tell me, why all this beauty must die Don't turn away, try to lie This very moment Tell me, why should I cry her goodbye Why should I go if you give me This moment... to say goodbye Tell me, what should I do if you die Tell me, if I will loose all my ways If I'll forget all my prays Will you save me Tell me, I do I fall every step I hesitate when I get This very moment Tell me, why should I choose where to go When I need somehow to know This very moment Tell me, why it all left for today With all this beauty away This very moment Follow beauty in silence, enjoy your every way Catch with me every moment to remember this day My today, my today Tell me, will you remember this day Tell me, why all this beauty must die I don't believe if you lie This every moment Tell me, will you regret if I die Please, do forgive if I cry Every moment... Tell me... Follow every second of all this beauty away Share with me every moment to remember this day
6.
Knock-knock Knock, knock, knock I hear you breath Knock, knock, knock Do you want me to scream Knock, knock, knock Are you there Knock, knock, knock Why don't you hear me Hear me, hear me, find me There under the door Where am I, what the hell you'r not Answering what I am here for I dreamt that I was flying somewhere I felt nothing can harm me ever Hey, there, I'm here, can somebody Open this fucking door People, I'm fed up, don't you think it's now High time to open the door I hope you'r still there Knock, knock, knock Why don't you hear me I'm fed enough with this game Stop... knock-knock-knock Go play or kill me Kill me, kill me, or your ego Is too small to show me your face Maniac, crazy, all in vain, coz you chose The wrong person to play I woun't obey your rules, you, bastard Never you'll become my last master
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Sirens 05:40
Sirens Voices from inside are killing me and I can't stand the light But still there's noone else to see me through To understand, that I belong to you Enjoy the beauty Voices from inside no longer heard and I for long not sang a single word Where are you, shipping wrecks from western coast For you-nothing will cost your life Try to enjoy the beauty White land's all, what you see Winds & snow will find me Noone has nothing to say Responsibility, stay Glaciers all around, death is almost found Who the hell told me to sail To the end of the world Voices from inside are telling me That I don't know for sure where to turn, what to find There's noone else to tell me, where's our goal Each day it fades away... Still I enjoy the beauty Someone told me- I see the land But it's all in vain, sorry Small vessel, four people, one captain, one to blame Sailing throug 800 end of the world Forget to tell, forget to sail Change your direction to wonderful world Don't tell a word, remember I've told Beautiful death at the end of the world Hear, they are calling Your voices from inside Voices from inside You remember I've promised you to send Your last goodbye Do you see any post boxes here It's the sea, my darling, so my "yes" turns to "no" In underworld yes turns to no Now you don't have the chance simply to flow In underworld someone must go Lost in the ice you will not be found ever I'm calling MayDay We are stuck for around 15 month The captain speaking Latitude 50.87232°S Longitude 61.60703°W Voices from inside no longer heard and Beauty all around to say a word To whom? The deaf, the blind smiling at a Prize they thought they won... Enjoy the beauty all in one
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Outro 01:42

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released February 23, 2019

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