1. |
My own fears
03:34
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My own fears
Between these two lines try to find a secret door
Among the crowd see my face crying
Mazez turning to dead end from bad to worse
Memories following, fears burning
No regret, no return
Burning grotesque memories of my own
No regret, no return
While I wait my world still goes on
What have you lost in this world- people bying, selling
What have you done, have you got
In this mad rush there`s no choice between your lives
And thousands of creatures with their fears
I` ve got no reasons to believe in myself
Got no time to give up
Changing each fantasy in my childish head
To reality
No regret, no return
When I look around my eyes burn
No regret, no return
Without me the game still goes on
Dead but still trying to fight
(Well, I don` t know)
Burried still walking alive
(If it is my fate)
With no help, with no hand catching me while falling
Damn it all, but why me
I` ve got no reasons to believe any words
Got no time to breath out
Changing the fear of being now safe when loved
To reality
No regret, no return
Burning grotesque memories of my own
No regret, no return
While I wait my heart burns
`till I feel, `till I will
`till I find my own fears
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2. |
Dontcryever
04:47
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Dontcryever
Yeah, don`t cry ever, come & sit here by, by me
You hide, you fear, but don`t cry ever
Yes, yes it`s me here so don`t cry ever
To me, give it to me, give it to me, but don`t you dare
To blame the moon, to hate dammit sky
To face the ground, don`t you ever try
Ever... Ever... Sit here
Can you posess horrible dreams, life ever
Can you erase, can you now catch life as it is
Can you believe horrible dreams ever
Take this life as it was
Take your life as it is
Don`t look back, don`t run fast
Don`t you... ever
Don`t cry ever
You wanted to be a "don`t cry ever"
Say yes & don`t cry ever
Where now- under the bed
No, dontcryever
Don`t you ever try to catch the moon
Don`t you ever touch, don`t touch the dammit sky
My beloved sky
Why don`t you just die
Hello, you
Here is my ground, burry you
Darkness that eats, lightning that breaks, souls opening fakes
Give it to me... Give it to me now
Brains turning storm, poverty groan, why still you don`t learn?
Live your life as you were
Live your life as you are
Don`t look back, nothing`s left
Eat your life yourself
Don`t cry ever
Don`t cry
Don`t cry ever
Don`t you cry
Don`t...
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3. |
Live under the bridge
01:56
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Live under the bridge
Live under the bridge
Live under the bridge
Live under the bridge
Live under the bridge
Live over, live under
To hide from rain & thunder
From sun, from snow, for you have
Nowhere to go, let`s
Live under the bridge
live under the bridge if you do feel so
Live under the bridge
Live under the bridge
Where to sit here, what to eat here
Where`s the exit of this place
Where were my brains when I got here
Where to burry all my days
I breath tears, I eat clouds
Not enough you think, ok
Up to you decisions, darling
I am calling now mayday
Live under the bridge
Live under the bridge
Live under the bridge
Live under the bridge
I see you, I saw you
No matter, what surrounds you
Please, don`t be foolish & don`t be stubborn
Guess, for whom I was born
Building homes & sacret places
Not for me you said one day
Runnung, sailing, chasing, changing
That`s the sense of every day
I was silly, I forgot it
Thought, I can`t live in a box
But today I finelly got it
Let`s stay under the bridge
At least for today
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4. |
Waking up
02:23
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Waking up
Waking up in the middle of the night
No one around & nothing`s right
Give me at least one reason to go on
What have I done & what is wrong
Please, send me an angel to protect
Always there behind
No matter if I don`t believe
He`ll stand by my side
Still waking up somewhere deep in the night
How much I drank, am I gonna be all right
Call emergency, I`m not dead yet
Streatching it`s hands my death wants to get
Please, send me someone to stop the blood
Not the right time for
I don`t believe in my next day
But I still want more
I want it, I search it, I face it- fake
You gonna try, say- my mistake
As if you don`t open your eyes
Your world was dead long ago before you came by
Any life programme that you get
Born, fucked, married, suddenly then dead
Who was the one to create this world
I cannot sleep, my sleeping pills say: "Don`t!"
Please, send me someone just to talk
To feel my night pain
My life- stupid try to survive
Don`t want to try again
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5. |
Remember this day
07:26
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Remember (this day)
Follow beauty in silence, enjoy your every way
Catch with me every moment to remember this day
My today, my today
Tell me, what can be louder than life
Tell me, why all this beauty must die
Don't turn away, try to lie
This very moment
Tell me, why should I cry her goodbye
Why should I go if you give me
This moment... to say goodbye
Tell me, what should I do if you die
Tell me, if I will loose all my ways
If I'll forget all my prays
Will you save me
Tell me, I do I fall every step
I hesitate when I get
This very moment
Tell me, why should I choose where to go
When I need somehow to know
This very moment
Tell me, why it all left for today
With all this beauty away
This very moment
Follow beauty in silence, enjoy your every way
Catch with me every moment to remember this day
My today, my today
Tell me, will you remember this day
Tell me, why all this beauty must die
I don't believe if you lie
This every moment
Tell me, will you regret if I die
Please, do forgive if I cry
Every moment... Tell me...
Follow every second of all this beauty away
Share with me every moment to remember this day
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6. |
Knock - knock
04:20
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Knock-knock
Knock, knock, knock
I hear you breath
Knock, knock, knock
Do you want me to scream
Knock, knock, knock
Are you there
Knock, knock, knock
Why don't you hear me
Hear me, hear me, find me
There under the door
Where am I, what the hell you'r not
Answering what I am here for
I dreamt that I was flying somewhere
I felt nothing can harm me ever
Hey, there, I'm here, can somebody
Open this fucking door
People, I'm fed up, don't you think it's now
High time to open the door
I hope you'r still there
Knock, knock, knock
Why don't you hear me
I'm fed enough with this game
Stop... knock-knock-knock
Go play or kill me
Kill me, kill me, or your ego
Is too small to show me your face
Maniac, crazy, all in vain, coz you chose
The wrong person to play
I woun't obey your rules, you, bastard
Never you'll become my last master
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7. |
Sirens
05:40
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Sirens
Voices from inside are killing me and
I can't stand the light
But still there's noone else to see me through
To understand, that I belong to you
Enjoy the beauty
Voices from inside no longer heard and
I for long not sang a single word
Where are you, shipping wrecks from western coast
For you-nothing will cost your life
Try to enjoy the beauty
White land's all, what you see
Winds & snow will find me
Noone has nothing to say
Responsibility, stay
Glaciers all around, death is almost found
Who the hell told me to sail
To the end of the world
Voices from inside are telling me
That I don't know for sure where to turn, what to find
There's noone else to tell me, where's our goal
Each day it fades away... Still I enjoy the beauty
Someone told me- I see the land
But it's all in vain, sorry
Small vessel, four people, one captain, one to blame
Sailing throug 800 end of the world
Forget to tell, forget to sail
Change your direction to wonderful world
Don't tell a word, remember I've told
Beautiful death at the end of the world
Hear, they are calling
Your voices from inside
Voices from inside
You remember I've promised you to send
Your last goodbye
Do you see any post boxes here
It's the sea, my darling, so my "yes" turns to "no"
In underworld yes turns to no
Now you don't have the chance simply to flow
In underworld someone must go
Lost in the ice you will not be found ever
I'm calling MayDay
We are stuck for around 15 month
The captain speaking
Latitude 50.87232°S
Longitude 61.60703°W
Voices from inside no longer heard and
Beauty all around to say a word
To whom? The deaf, the blind smiling at a
Prize they thought they won...
Enjoy the beauty all in one
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8. |
Outro
01:42
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